Baby Where Euu Go Missing !!!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
On tue my baby went totally missing i was super worried i had no idea what was going on i was like going mad i called him so many times msges calls none were replyed i was so scared my heart was like beating so badly i went super stress that made me imagine many things so i hugged my pooh bear i was in my room crying i didn't know wht to do i realised how much i love him how much he mean to me not toking to him just 1 day how it feels i was so scared i starting to cut my hand i went mad i overdose pills i was afraid he would not tok to me any more but i know everything was ok bec he was toking to me normally the day back so i try think of the positive things but the pills i overdose made me had bad headache & wormiting so i had to see a doctor i went to a hospital & the doctor said i was going through depresstion again bec of my pass i had many problems i was weak & under medication & now again haixx i didn't go school my teachers were dead worried abt me bec i could not study in class i will cut my hand so i had to have lessons at home all this realli affected me deeplly but i still had so much love & hope on him knowing he's not gonna just leave me like tat deep in me i know he loves me no matter what he could have done..bec i had a phone cal from a long time ago frends saying her sis got to know my guy he said he was single all this affected me alot but when i realised that he didn't accept that he did any of that he though i had prove he did it he still lied but the lies he said realli made me fall in love with me so much bec for a moment i never took the lie as a bad thing but as a good thing bec i felt that the lie he said was to cover up not to hurt me even he did something wrong if he had admitted it it would have crashed me but at the same time he said he loved me alot that kept me going all the way i know people make mistakes i mean everyone does but not everyone will take the time to forgive the one they love even if the thing they did hurt really badly but for me i made him a promise that "I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU BOO NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO I'LL ALWAYS BE WITH YOU" I made this very promise to him that even if what he did was verry wrong i would love him the same all the way & throw behind the pass & forgive what he did...bec at this young age guys tend to mingle around even if they know they have found the gal they are gonna marry they will never hurt that gal in anyway but boys will be boys & that was what i learn tat I know even he does things behind my back he loves me with all his heart & his love is realli very special to me..b0ii i love euu so much...just don't go missing again lolx love u honey! =)
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