Missing You So Much
Saturday, May 16, 2009
14 May 09 baby today was a really hard day for me b0ii.After about a week i finally got to see you but i could not talk to you i was finding so hard i thought i was strong but in me i found my weakness.I went to meet my guy's family at his place from there we took a bus to court we waited there for his case to start soon his friends all started coming it was hard as his mum was very sad as he was going to go in.I so not so effected at the moment but after i saw his mum in tears i could not take it.When i saw him the only thing i could think of was how was I gonna live without him it was hard at first a very painful feeling i kept thinking of the ways he use to show me love the way he use to hugg kiss me everything kept running through my mind it was such a painful feeling that brought tears to my eyes. I felt so sad & hurt but he has always told me to be strong & that even tat he's not around i will have to be strong i will wait till my baby's out till than his slients is wht is gonna make me strong all they way baby i love euu...next court case on 3 June can't wait to see euu baby ma!! =)
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