Baby n0t haviing eUu here by My side...
Friday, May 22, 2009
Baby...I realli miss you so much h0ney it has been 8days sence I saw you.S0 much of feelings in my heart but no ways to express it to you.So hard to not think about you every single thing i see & do seems to be reminding me of you.Every night dreams of you fill my head.All the sleepless nights that I had.B0ii I just miss you so much.Every night tears fill my eyes reminding me of all the memories we shared the l0ve you filled my heart with all huggs that made me feel so loved your hugs that made me feel warm in yur arms.Telling me in silents how much you love me.Your kisses that make me go speachless.Just by kissing you I can see the stars.Your kisses make me go wild.b0ii you just mean so much to me.Just so much of love u filled my life i just can't explain how much u change my life.You beleived in me when they rest did not.You choose me when every1 dumped me & broke my heart.You thought me how to trust your love & how much you love me you showed me what is love & you said you love me.Just being by y0ur side makes everything alritex.When I cry you always comfort me with all the loving words & make me smile.Little naughty things you do make me angry but than love you show me makes me forgive you everytime again as I know without you I will not live another day.I'm sorry if I hurt you in anyway.I just want you to know I will always love you the same & infact more & more baby.I may not be able to have you by my side,not hug you,not kiss you,not share my happiness & sadness with you at the moment but baby I promise you that you are always in my heart & in my thoughts I in my prayers.It's very hard to go by the next day but just trusting on the love day by day helps a little bit to pull through the day.I realli miss you so much just by typing this tears fill my eyes bringing all little memories that we shared baby we have been together till our 2nd anniversary I pray to god that he will bless us & our relationship & give up joy & happiness help us to understand one another & strengthen or love help us not to fight but to love & care for one another & that should be one one coming between our realationship our entire life & that we should have a happy love life & soon a happy family...I love you with all my heart I can't wait to see you b0ii. hearts your wifey loves u always & forever =))
♥ 7:42 AM
Baby I will wait for euu...
Sunday, May 17, 2009
♥ 2:48 AM
Happy 2nd Anniversary Baby
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Happy 2nd Anniversary Baby!! Even though euu are not by my side && we can't celebrate it together now I just want euu to know i love you with all my heart && i will wait till euu are out & we shall have a big celebration together love you so much with all my heart baby ma I just love & miss you so much i want you by my side miss euu alot ma =))
♥ 9:36 AM
Missing You So Much
14 May 09 baby today was a really hard day for me b0ii.After about a week i finally got to see you but i could not talk to you i was finding so hard i thought i was strong but in me i found my weakness.I went to meet my guy's family at his place from there we took a bus to court we waited there for his case to start soon his friends all started coming it was hard as his mum was very sad as he was going to go in.I so not so effected at the moment but after i saw his mum in tears i could not take it.When i saw him the only thing i could think of was how was I gonna live without him it was hard at first a very painful feeling i kept thinking of the ways he use to show me love the way he use to hugg kiss me everything kept running through my mind it was such a painful feeling that brought tears to my eyes. I felt so sad & hurt but he has always told me to be strong & that even tat he's not around i will have to be strong i will wait till my baby's out till than his slients is wht is gonna make me strong all they way baby i love euu...next court case on 3 June can't wait to see euu baby ma!! =)
♥ 9:25 AM
Babyy This S0ng Ish f0r Euu....
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Un Mugam Paarththey Naan Ezhuvean
Un Kural Keattaal Naan Arivean
Un Nizhaludaney Naan Varuvean
Punnagai Seidheal Uyir Vaazhuvean
Purakkaniththaal Naan Ennaavean
Kattae Engey Naan Povean
♥ 4:58 AM
Bby euu n0tti b0ii
I can't beleive my boyfrend actually lied to me just because he was goiing in soon.But in that lie i realised how much love he had on me well resently me & my boyfrend broke up bec he told me he had another girlfriend i was totally shock as there was nothing wrong between us no fights nothing so when he said such a thing i was going mad i did things to harm myself i just was so shocked i could not take it but after few days try to talk things out with him i finally realiesd that because he was gonna go in for a long time he didn't wanted me to waste my time & wait for him so he said such a thing to make me angry & try to forget him but i had so much love on him that i knew something was wrong & to my surprice i found out that he really did love him i was so touched & i also found out i was gonna have a baby...which is abit of a problem now.I tried talking things out with my boyfriend well he feels it's up to me because both way he said he will takecare SO yaa abit of problems at the moment.But through all this problems just by thinking of my babyb0ii makes things so much better b0ii i love euu alot alot I miss ya so much
♥ 4:49 AM